Today I woke up missing you and wishing that things between us could be better, but it seems that no matter what I do we just continue to distance every day. I think about how much you mean to me and its crazy how you make me feel, but I don’t want anyone else by my side. A year ago you would constantly look for me and I remember how we would stay up late as if it was our last moments together. I was always there the next morning and I still am, always have been through everything. I don’t think its right to blame either of us for the way things are today, but I thought I would take a moment to say I’m sorry for all the times I ever made you cry. I never promised you I would be the best person out there, but I did keep my promise of truly always loving you no matter how difficult times got for us. I still love you even though you broke me into pieces and I may not forget how much you hurt me but I will always miss you no matter how far our souls may distance.
Just yesterday you began tearing up in front of me telling me you had the feeling I wouldn’t talk to you anymore after you were out of distance and truth is I have no idea as to how I can let you go. I truly feel you are my soul mate no matter how many bad times we have been through, because at the end of the day your still that only person I am in love with and no one else can come between that type of love I have towards you. I can never make you love me because you can’t force a heart to feel something it truly doesn’t. I can’t force you to be with me either so if you must go someday don’t look back, because all that will be left are the memories of what we use to be. I know things might be coming to an end, we might go our separate ways, you might fall in love with someone else meanwhile I still love you, but do it I just want you to be happy…”